all in all good day i'd say

eh, i think i've lost the flow in my writing
but i guess mainly it's because i write better when i'm angry,
and i haven't been angry enough lately for any of that type of writing,
which is a good thing,

"there's no good and bad, only fun and boring."

everything has kind of been boring lately,
but tonight i went over to chad's,
i haven't hung out with him in awhile,
we watched hackers,
and then mind hunters, (which is a rather odd/interestingly screwed up movie)
and we started watching gladiator,
but chad was tired,
so i came back home
it's odd, but now it was fun again to hang out with him,
it got to the point, where we just pissed each other off,

brad came over about the end of hackers,
and he left right at the beginning of gladiator,
but after we started gladiators him and brad had this conversation about greeks/romans/gayness
and the conclusion, which came out to be is,
they weren't gay, it's good to get your brother off before battle,
as long as he goes home to his wife,
but if he has no wife, then he is femine and gay,
yea.... something like that.. it was humorous

on the drive home,
i started thinking about trust and respect
yea, short story long,
people can be manipulated by trust,
but then again, people can be manipulated by almost anything,
anyway it's being able to completely rip someone's heart out and not doing that gets you respect